in the name of LOVE ?

what good do you get by doing all of these to me ?
What have i done to you to deserve all these?
I too have never predict all of these to happen
but why are you doing all of it to make it worse in the name of love ?

I dont think i'll ever be done talking about it , its better to keep the ugliest to myself
for i know what was done once will be repeated unless if its stop.
unfortunately the decision was made
I like it the way I am
take it or leave it !

What if soon is never too soon

soon never too soon?

what if soon is just too soon

Are we fools of time , effort and energy ?

for we never know what the future is.

some choose to believe what others have to say

jumping from a thought to another..... popping misery out of it

or is it the curiosity that one have

to see beneath the lid of Pandora's box.

some say the process is what makes it worth

well, whats the point of going through so much

only to know that at the end of the day , its just nothing but attachment ?

shall i let go for a better karmic link?

or is it more sensible to just cling on the journey the ultimate emptiness.

I wonder if a princess ever had thoughts as such... if she does , what will she do ?

volunteer

Often wonders, in life , that what is the true meaning of being a volunteer..

This has been the best answer so far....

reflect upon it !

Somewhere only we know...

To my surprise , this old songs by KEANE has its best to describe my feelings right now ... play it if u wanna know =)

'And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know? '

Time OR Money

Does time = money ?

Now , Choose one . Time or money ?

So, if I were to give you some of my time will you prefer my money?

Again, if I were to give you some of my money will you prefer to have some of my time?

What happens if i used some of your money , can i pay you back with my time ?

Again , if i used some of your time, can i pay you back with my money ?

If the answer is no.

OOOppppssss!!!

I'm just too sorry to say that you've just wasted a few minutes of your life reading this blog post.

AND the thing is, eventhough if i used some your time to read this blog post, I'm still not going to give you any of my money. X)

Because I believe these two are incomparable. =)

Thank you for being part of me

Though unforeseen , you have came into my life for such a short period of time.

Counting down the weeks for you to leave wasnt very easy ,

as you have already been a part of me , why should i let you go?

Mixture of uncertainties to all the reasons but eventually , I decided for the best of the rest of us. For I am the master of this body , I choose for you to leave.

Your presence thought me that its time to love myself more

and to always count the blessings as i go .

You have left a special place in my heart.

Thank you for being part of me =)

the word is ....

This happened on my visit to the dr :

Dr A: so what are you doing now.
Me: I just got my degree , currently looking for my job.

Dr A: oh so what did u studied?
Me : I studied nursing in XXX, I'm a nurse actually.

Shortly after that , another Dr walks in ... Dr A presented the case

Dr B : So , what is she doing now?

Dr A : oh , shes unemployed.

Me :.....

I've been looking for a word to describe what am i doing now.

It used to be "oh, i'm studying nursing in IMU "

Now it its "oh, i just got my degree in nursing , currently looking for a job"

IN SHORT ----> unemployed

So , i guess that the best word to use to describe what am I now.

Does it really matter if I sent my applications late?

Does it really matter if I choose to go for rare options?

Does it really matter if I am a bit different from the rest ?

These are the questions that runs in my mind . Not to forget those unnecessary stimulants that I get from people around me, despite doing all that were necessary.
I guess I'm still not too sure about the reasons for all these to be happening, neither have i found anyone to take the blame. Of dreaming to have a life which i do not have to worry about work, I'm actually living it now, with a lot of stress. In fact, i dont even have a job. I just desperately need a job ( as a nurse)....... please help ....