the word is ....

This happened on my visit to the dr :

Dr A: so what are you doing now.
Me: I just got my degree , currently looking for my job.

Dr A: oh so what did u studied?
Me : I studied nursing in XXX, I'm a nurse actually.

Shortly after that , another Dr walks in ... Dr A presented the case

Dr B : So , what is she doing now?

Dr A : oh , shes unemployed.

Me :.....

I've been looking for a word to describe what am i doing now.

It used to be "oh, i'm studying nursing in IMU "

Now it its "oh, i just got my degree in nursing , currently looking for a job"

IN SHORT ----> unemployed

So , i guess that the best word to use to describe what am I now.

Does it really matter if I sent my applications late?

Does it really matter if I choose to go for rare options?

Does it really matter if I am a bit different from the rest ?

These are the questions that runs in my mind . Not to forget those unnecessary stimulants that I get from people around me, despite doing all that were necessary.
I guess I'm still not too sure about the reasons for all these to be happening, neither have i found anyone to take the blame. Of dreaming to have a life which i do not have to worry about work, I'm actually living it now, with a lot of stress. In fact, i dont even have a job. I just desperately need a job ( as a nurse)....... please help ....