Somewhere only we know...

To my surprise , this old songs by KEANE has its best to describe my feelings right now ... play it if u wanna know =)

'And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know? '

Time OR Money

Does time = money ?

Now , Choose one . Time or money ?

So, if I were to give you some of my time will you prefer my money?

Again, if I were to give you some of my money will you prefer to have some of my time?

What happens if i used some of your money , can i pay you back with my time ?

Again , if i used some of your time, can i pay you back with my money ?

If the answer is no.

OOOppppssss!!!

I'm just too sorry to say that you've just wasted a few minutes of your life reading this blog post.

AND the thing is, eventhough if i used some your time to read this blog post, I'm still not going to give you any of my money. X)

Because I believe these two are incomparable. =)

Thank you for being part of me

Though unforeseen , you have came into my life for such a short period of time.

Counting down the weeks for you to leave wasnt very easy ,

as you have already been a part of me , why should i let you go?

Mixture of uncertainties to all the reasons but eventually , I decided for the best of the rest of us. For I am the master of this body , I choose for you to leave.

Your presence thought me that its time to love myself more

and to always count the blessings as i go .

You have left a special place in my heart.

Thank you for being part of me =)

the word is ....

This happened on my visit to the dr :

Dr A: so what are you doing now.
Me: I just got my degree , currently looking for my job.

Dr A: oh so what did u studied?
Me : I studied nursing in XXX, I'm a nurse actually.

Shortly after that , another Dr walks in ... Dr A presented the case

Dr B : So , what is she doing now?

Dr A : oh , shes unemployed.

Me :.....

I've been looking for a word to describe what am i doing now.

It used to be "oh, i'm studying nursing in IMU "

Now it its "oh, i just got my degree in nursing , currently looking for a job"

IN SHORT ----> unemployed

So , i guess that the best word to use to describe what am I now.

Does it really matter if I sent my applications late?

Does it really matter if I choose to go for rare options?

Does it really matter if I am a bit different from the rest ?

These are the questions that runs in my mind . Not to forget those unnecessary stimulants that I get from people around me, despite doing all that were necessary.
I guess I'm still not too sure about the reasons for all these to be happening, neither have i found anyone to take the blame. Of dreaming to have a life which i do not have to worry about work, I'm actually living it now, with a lot of stress. In fact, i dont even have a job. I just desperately need a job ( as a nurse)....... please help ....

Found-ed: Prince Charming

This blog post it will be titled "Wanted: Prince Charming" , if it were to be posted 3 months ago. Maybe, with a long list of what I wish to have in MY fairy tale ?

Well, let me tell you that this princess has finally found her prince charming AND is ready to live happily ever after together ....

That doesn't mean that she will never have to work hard for it, both of them will need to.

Thank you for giving me a chance to live in my fairy tale, or should i say , our fairy tale =)

desensitization

went through a series of desensitization

the question is

is this the right thing to do?

or

will it even help?

the experience was not pleasant at all....

If only there were technologies or superpowers that could remove that block of memory out of me.

May I be able to get through everything peacefully......

One to Ten

If you ask me if I love you

on a scale of one to ten, you’d

better be ready for my arbitrary answer,

“Well, what does the ten mean?”

Then I might ask, “What’s the one to me?...

while you’re throwing all these numbers at me.”

At moments a memorial would seem

too meager a recompense to me.

A random, thought provoking inquiry

of your love as it applies to me.

The princess sat upon the very pea

that brought such good fortune to me.

That brought my sweet fortune to me.

When you speak up...must you repeat

what I say metaphysically?

If we only know that we know nothing,

should I ever say what I mean?

So when I ask you if you love me,

must you spill these words upon me?

~ wonderful lyrics by The Mollies