Me is no happy today but its suppose to be a happy day.
It seems pointless to celebrate when everyone is not happy in the inside and fake out a big wide smile from the outside. And you know what best? the closest persons suffers and they would also need to make up with all the fakings.
What is wrong with everyone? cant you people start talking and just wash off some freaking mood/hormones/wind/what so ever swing.
Being adults , i'm seriously not happy with this game , so stop expecting me to play well in this show, I will disappoint you!
Whats worse? Its torturing to actually post about this on the eve of the new lunar year, when everyone is enjoying good companion and having a good time. And I'm suppose to do so.
Do you finally smell spring? I think she blew me a warm kiss just now.
The warm breeze of the new year finally arrived, but this time with more rain with it. More more than usual.
So many things happened over the long weekend, it is suppose to hint something.
From black to red to loosing my precious baby, every single hour counts. Also, with so much squeezing in, time never seems to be on my side. And at this very wee hour, which I'm suppose to be doing something productive (resting counts too) , I'm here again wondering around this little space of mine.
As mentioned in the title of this post, Spring of the Lunar is around the corner. This one would be one of the most special ones i used to have, hopefully the best as the following one will never be the same. Too much is going in the mind again. Next spring will be challenging, even for myself to be where I used to celebrate it like any other years. Of course, being able to celebrate it as we used to would also be another story.
Expectations? Abilities? Availabilities? Moods?
They all seem to joining the dots and then I saw the line, too much to consider for the self.
Since its too complicated, I shall plan on how to make this year's the vivid one. Its time to drag the lazy ass back to serious work and a LOT of serious spring cleaning. I shall not disappoint myself this time!
haaa.... feeling the breeze again.
This song reminds me of how I used to decorate the house with dotty little red decos. That was when the little hands were so good at meddling around with the empty red packets, decades ago.
Mee, Dee, Po wait for me arr , when I finish my assignment, I'm yours.
Tomorrow i shall start kicking it all ! =)
Enjoy the song and Blessed Lunar New Year everyone!
